Holaaaaa!
Finally, after that amazing 4 months, today is my last week on first semester in college. Finally…
God, if someone could tell me what happened with my spirit in the beginning which is disappear in the, you can say, middle of the semester, please, let him/her tell me… Where’s my new-student-of-a-biology-education’s spirit? Where’s my want-to-get-the-best-final-score-in-the-first-semester’s spirit?
This is terrible. You know what, I don’t even wanna know my final score, although I haven’t did my final exam yet…
Maybe, I have too high expectation about college since I really want to leave my fucking-bored high school times and since I’m never wondering high school is much better than this one! I didn’t complaining about my new-everythings here, but I thought I could have my best scores easier in my high school rather than here…
I know, since I get to this college, everything is could be simple in my view… I thought, this is the times where I can relaxing my self, recovery my tired-mind after all the study-things before the test…
And now, look how much I’m scared about my final exams!
Seriously, please wish me do the best now… wish I have better scores than my middle-exams which is really-really creepy…
Please, don’t let me dying while I’m studying, God….
And guys, please start to.... #prayforarin
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