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So, here I am.

Sitting in front of the praying room in JICA Building. Waiting for the participants of BFUB XIV come and do the registration for join that one. And… no one has come, since I’m waiting over here for kinda two hours with my senior…

Actually, I’m wondering to cancelled my willingness for this event. But something in my head keep arguing that I have more than just responsibilities to stay on my chair. This is, you know, stupid. Since I’m the one who decided to join the committee and have no reasons for blaming anyone for this.

Well, i’m the one who wrote my name down, on the committee recruitment. And this is what I have to do, this is the option I choose. And I have to keep on my task, finish it, and not complaining about this.

Just 2 hours ago, my friends asking me to go hanging around with them. I really want to, ya know… But something in my head keep begging me to sit here. This is not because the fine that I have to pay if I didn’t do my task. And the fine is just Rp. 5000, meaning I can just pay it, and case closed. But I have my responsibilities. That’s it. I could to not doing my task and go over them for having fun, but I can’t. That’s not what I should do, even if I really want to…

I have to keep up my spirit, to keep doing my task till its over.

The lesson that I’ve learned from this is, on the following days, I have to not take too much charges. I have to know my own capability, and not paying attention for too much things that I actually didn’t have to do. This is a lesson that I should take. Learned so much in these previous months.